fiftyseven.
i know i said im being a grinch, but my brother came over today and all i have to say is merry christmas.
Happy Thursday.
the only thing that will get me through this day/weekend is booze; lots and lots and lots of booze. is there a place where christmas doesn't exist? a town i can go to where the stores are open, there are no lights, and christmas music isn't playing is what i need.
I'm ready for the dead of winter now..
Jehovah's Witnesses are lucky they don't have to celebrate the holidays.
There's a hole in the bottom of my right shoe.
Lately I've felt as though my heart is going to explode through my chest but I think I just have High Anxiety, which is the only Mel Brooks movie I've ever seen and nice...
There's a hole in the bottom of my right shoe.
Lately I've felt as though my heart is going to explode through my chest but I think I just have High Anxiety, which is the only Mel Brooks movie I've ever seen and nice...
Status unknown
Your eyes smile with mysterious emotions, And your laughter is filled with happiness.
I love seeing you like this. I hope you choose this one.
I love seeing you like this. I hope you choose this one.
A Beautiful Thing.
I love taking walks during this winter season at night in the middle of a good snowfall. there is nothing more peaceful than the snowflakes shining in the street lights. It is truly one of the few moments in life than makes me glad to be alive and well.
fiftyfour.
i figured out how im going to buy christmas presents! you know when stores offer you random stupid points programs..well be thankful because that's how im buying christmas presents this year (ps. thanks for buying me that computer mom; it got me loads of points)!!
fiftythree.
we whisper secrets in the bedroom;
things we can't ask each other
in the light of day.
and you; you speak of your affections
but are they strong enough for me
to give up on the unknown.
will someone just make this decision for me?
things we can't ask each other
in the light of day.
and you; you speak of your affections
but are they strong enough for me
to give up on the unknown.
will someone just make this decision for me?
No shirt, No Shoes, No Service...
So i walk into the store the other day not wearing pants (everyone knows i hate wearing pants) and they told me to get out. I told the man i just needed some smokes but he wouldn't meet my demands. When did wearing pants become a requirement in this society?
Apparently...
There is a God.
And they hate me, so they brought on a little divine retribution.
To sum up: Cold, Pink Eye and Now my ear feels like it's got an infection.
I love my life right now.
And they hate me, so they brought on a little divine retribution.
To sum up: Cold, Pink Eye and Now my ear feels like it's got an infection.
I love my life right now.
fortyseven.
i don't know what i want anymore. i think perhaps my heart has thawed, and i want to freeze it up again.
i hope you read this by 8pm.
sorry about this morning. i'm a stupid girl who says stupid girl things. disregard please, i still adore you.
fortyfour.
kidnapping, homework, and cheating the government; recipe for a productively lethargic Monday.
fortythree.
would Walt be smiling?
to look down on his world and see his open road leading to a used car lot; is he disappointed?
oh how we have ignored the leaves of grass.
to look down on his world and see his open road leading to a used car lot; is he disappointed?
oh how we have ignored the leaves of grass.
What if life is just an illusion?
At 100% capacity, no one truly knows what the human brain is capable of as it directs every cell in the body to behave accordingly while cognitive thought generally focuses on the physical and emotional aspect of 'life' . What if tangible objects are the illusion and infinite perception merely the catalyst? Life: The ultimate placebo effect.
Happy Holidays...Really?
At the supermarket today the clerk wished me "Happy Ho;idays". Are we as people of this great melting pot call america that concerned of offending one other. I really don't care because i say Merry Christmas.
I love my mommy cause she fucked my dad
Jesus.
Everybody's got something to say tonight.
and moon just grins nonchalantly..
Everybody's got something to say tonight.
and moon just grins nonchalantly..
Did you notice?
For one hour right after sun down, there was a site that we will see only once in our lives. Next to the moon was two lights which shined as bright as can be. This formation of the moon, Saturn and Jupiter is believed to be the star of Bethlehem-crazy!
thirtynine.
i think
you don't care enough.
i think
i think too much.
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think.
you don't care enough.
i think
i think too much.
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think
i think.
thirtyseven.
the way to a man's heart is through his stomach. the way to mine is through cigarettes and wine.
How did i get here?
this damn phone meesage thing isn't working! It pisses me off that I'm so techtarded!
If it were up to me...
I'd rather not have deep heart-felt discussions while under the influence. It makes everything so much more intense. And makes me think of how bad my OWN problems are. I'd like to avoid thinking about them. At all costs. So it really is me, and not you. Quit thinking about it so much.
thirtyfive.
why would you walk into the lion's den, when you know your addiction lies within? you get off easy inside the cave, you don't see the people fighting to get you out. meth induced ignorance is bliss.
a hard goodbye.
as soon as you appeared you were there. you're leaving tonight and i should have told you. but at least we get these moments, and memories of dark streets and monsters that weren't there.
'despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage'
My dreams always end up being figments of reality.
I thought I was awake and just crazy hallucinating, it was all very real-like except my stove was in the wrong place and of course seeing my dead cat and other people that just weren't there.
Hmm, cherry coke sounds good..
I thought I was awake and just crazy hallucinating, it was all very real-like except my stove was in the wrong place and of course seeing my dead cat and other people that just weren't there.
Hmm, cherry coke sounds good..
twentyeight.
I think I found Jesus on a harlequin. I think I've seen God in a porno video.
Heaven is not a place, but it's the way I feel.
Heaven is not a place, but it's the way I feel.
3002- Notes to Live By...
A voice said, look…
At me in the stars
Tell me honestly, men of earth
If all the soul and body scars
Are too much for birth
To all I’ve come across
Bless you my sons
For I have never come upon
A blessed one
Know all your commandments
Keep the past in your pocket
Put all your secrets in a box
Slam the door and lock it
!?!
At me in the stars
Tell me honestly, men of earth
If all the soul and body scars
Are too much for birth
To all I’ve come across
Bless you my sons
For I have never come upon
A blessed one
Know all your commandments
Keep the past in your pocket
Put all your secrets in a box
Slam the door and lock it
!?!
twentyseven.
You're miles and miles and miles away, but you really make me feel like shit. I just wanted you to be aware. If you know who you are, please correct the situation.
i wrote this in 2004, no clue who it's about. sad.
You say i'm your everything,
and i wish i could say the same.
But truth be told, you're my only thing.
I only love you,
because you love me.
and i wish i could say the same.
But truth be told, you're my only thing.
I only love you,
because you love me.
twentyfive.
always the friend never the girlfriend. always the one night stand but that's better than a wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am.
Games are fun!
And being a quasi-hedonist, I like having fun.
Jasen's right is a game, thus fun.
Why don't YOU like having fun?
Jasen's right is a game, thus fun.
Why don't YOU like having fun?
Hey you bitch.
the Jasen's right game doesn't exist. You can't make up games and force people to play them.
5 pesos if you can tell me where this is from..
Under the spread of the chestnut tree I saw you and you saw me.
twentythree.
I'm cutting class to get drunk. But without Doug i have learned that all 20 bucks will get you is a lousy fuck.
twentytwo.
"do you want to live forever? do you want to die tonight?" "what's the difference" she seethes through gritted teeth, "you'll follow me into the dead of night."
an update in the collegiate experience..
I may have just had an idea that neither one of my parents can fuck up, in fact they may even support it. It's been years.
lazin' on a sunny afternoon
Any day that begins with vomit promises to be a good day.
Then it rained, snowed, rained and snowed once more; a drop of salt please?
Drive safe and don't fucking text while you're driving, it will fuck you over eventually.
Then it rained, snowed, rained and snowed once more; a drop of salt please?
Drive safe and don't fucking text while you're driving, it will fuck you over eventually.
I'm not superstitious but I'm a little stitious.
Money is the root of all evil.
But what is the root of all good?
Fuckin' endorphins.
But what is the root of all good?
Fuckin' endorphins.
And the worst part...
true, very true bob. the worst part of your redneck point is you would have to pay more taxes on your millions. which would be given to those redneck so they can buy more guns and Budweiser. DAMN the system.
seventeen.
Oh my fucking Satan, I can't believe it's snowing. Part of me is over joyed, the other part of my doesn't want to drive until May.
I loathe rednecks
If I had a dollar for every racist Obama joke, I've heard over the past week, I'd be a millionaire. Unfortunately, all the money in the world couldn't buy me blissful ignorance.
On a day in the Life of History...
Today we said hello to the new boss, who is the same as the old boss. Together as one nation (under god) we have once again thrown our republic to the hawks. when will we remember to check our balances?
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